Sunday, January 18, 2009

048-Random thoughts

Weekends are what I look forward to since the very first day school started. We had to replace class yesterday. So my Saturday got wasted just like that. The funny thing is that my friends are pretty shocked to see me actually attending school yesterday. Haha. I think it's 'cuz for 2 years ago, I've skipped every Saturday school-day. I went there for the sake of my bestie. She'll be so pissed if I didn't turn up. Sometimes you can actually see the resemblance between us. We relate to most of the things. The same problem with me, she's stuck in this crappy shit school 'cuz there wasn't a choice.

As I set my footsteps through the school gate everyday, I feel sorry for us for being stuck in the school. She told me that she might be moving away to Seremban in '11 'cuz he dad's got a job there.I told her that she should leave when she has a chance. Get out of Puchong. She'll really regret it if she stayed here forever. I know I will. Those of you who are not from around here won't know what's it like. So don't judge. Don't go saying I'm a spoiled-brat or anything. You guys don't know what's it like to be stuck in this shitty place. Even my form teacher advised us to get out of our school as soon as we finished our PMR. She said that it's hard to achieve our dreams and be successful if we stay here forever.

When my dad was planning to move from out from this black hole, I had a speck of hope that I'll get into a better school and start a new life. But when recession was announced, all my hopes came crashing down with a booming 'thud'. It's like some sort of melodramatic drama, huh? Well, welcome to my life everyone. I know you think that I should be grateful for what I have and all but after 14 years and 357 days, I'm really sick and tired of it.

For some reason I'm being a bit emo now. Actually, I wanted to post about my short trip to KL today. But I dunno why I ended up posting about this. Oh well......

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